She brought me to my boiling point yesterday.
I cannot take it anymore.
She pissed me off, like totally.
Her temper is really like a rollercoaster,
Making a turn at the most unpredictable moment.
Her flaring up makes me feel bad all the time, though it may not be my fault.
She thinks she's right all the time.
She thinks she is the only one who has a temper.
She thinks she is the only one who is allowed to flare up.
She thinks she is the biggest when she flares up and
Everybody needs to give in to her.
She wants everybody to accomodate to her.
She has a heart of gold, but her temper and character just totally make her a sick person.
She's two faced.
She's really good with her acts.
I tried my best to be patient and take it all in.
But it is really hard and
I really can't take it anymore.
I really HATE her sometimes.
The only reason why I am giving her respect,
Is for all the things she has done for the family.
Her care and concern.
But the way she presented her care and concern,
Is really very wrong.
It pisses people off instead of making people appreciate it.
If I had a choice,
I would rather stay away from home,
Then face her at all.
And the worst thing of all
Is the mask when she puts on
In front of other people
It really disgusts me.
How can a person be so fake?
Trying so hard to be such a nice person,
In front of others,
When in fact, she's a devil in disguise.
I really don't wish to HATE her that much,
But every now and then,
She's making my HATE Gauge of her increase.
For now, I will tolerate everything.
But don't blame me,
If one day,
I do
EXPLODE!
