.despair.
The start of the new lunar year but things doesn't seem to bode well for me. Scared, afraid, worried, terrified, shocked, fear, lost, stressed. Currently, all these emotions are what I am experiencing right now. I don't wish to start a new entry for the new year like that, but it's not my choice. For now, I really pray that it isn't as bad as what it seems & I wish that my fears won't become reality. If I could bear it all, I really wish that it had happened to me instead.
To my friends who know what is happening, I thank you for your concern and please help me pray as well. I know I need to be strong now, and I am seriously trying to. But, no matter how strong I am, I can't stop my tears from flowing down.
11:02 PM
Monday, February 11, 2008
jonathan chen
7 Dec 1984
sagittarius
xps, sas, sajc
currently an undergrad in NTU
faye wong
suntanning
tennis, jogging
teh-c, pasta, noodles
colors
fake people
people who make use of me
to get rejected everytime
i wished that time wouldn't go by so quickly
i wished that i could turn back time
i wished i had a car
i wished i had a best friend
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