.Panic Mode.

Taking a break from studying for now. Munching on chocolate chip cookies + digestives & a hot cup of milo. That's my dinner. Yup, you heard it right, it's my dinner. Ever since i stayed in hall, my dinner can be at times improper. Guess that's why my Aunt kept saying that i've lost weight. And with my roomie moving out, i think it'll be even worst.

Looking at the date, i jus realised that exams are nearing. Stress, stress & more stress. That's all i can think of. Somehow i jus feel that i've not done enough. I thought i could make full use of term break, instd i slacked most of the time. Regretting & suffering from the consequences of my actions right now.

On the other hand, i sometimes wonder whether i'm an unsociable person. I look at my other hall mates, they seem to be enjoying hall life much more than me. They seem to have more interaction with more peeps in hall & are leading a more happening life than me. Is it because of my personality? Is it because i am uninitiative? Or is it jus me?

.Lonely.

My roomie will be moving out end of this month. Quite sad to hear abt it, but he doesn't really have a choice. I can't really blame him since i know his situation, but can't help but feel a little lonely & upset. Am jus crossing my fingers either i get a single deluxe room or the new roomie is someone who is easy to get along with. Praying real hard...... And now i am all alone......SiGh...

Today is such an unproductive day. I'm really wasting my time away instd of doing things which i'm supposed to. I'm such a procrastinator.

.Revived.

Hey! Hey! Hey! Look who's back after exactly 2 months of not updating? Finally got down to typing an entry after so long. Sorry if you have visited & seen é same entry over & over again, i just didn't manage to get down to typing. But from the looks of it, i guess only Shuqin is é only one who really frequents my blog. Thanks! Oh well, i'm such a boring person so it's not surprise that people won't wanna read my blog.

Alrighty, let's see where i shall begin. Oh yeah, i've officially completed my NS phase of life. It's a long 2 yrs 4 mths i must say. I don't have much to say abt it, since mine is not as interesting or tough as other guys. Nevertheless, i'm glad that i made a few good pals from there. It will remain as part of my memory Oh & not to forget, i had a real hard time getting my pink I/C back, it was time-consuming definitely, but the sight of that little card just made me forget abt everything.

Another phase of life has started not long after, Varsity Life. It began with Hall's Freshmen Orientation Camp, a helluva experience i must say. I am glad that i belonged to one of é most happening OG grps, é K Family. Memorable, Emotional, Dirty, High, Laughters, Joy, Tears, Tiredness, etc...What more could i say? I really enjoyed myself, even though it was a short period of 5 days.

But soon after, before i could even relax myself, é school term began & it's hectic. Everything is so fast-paced, so different from JC days. Stressful, i must say. I've never studied so hard for a test, i treated it more like an exam. Now i hafta manage studies, together with hall activities, so as to ensure that i get to stay on. Nevertheless stayin in hall has made me a little more independent & i really enjoy stayin there. H/e, i still feel that it could have been better in some ways.

Ok, i've summarised everything that has happened in 2 months, hope it isn't too long to read. I'll try to update whenever i can. Don't get me wrong i am not as busy as you peeps think i am, i am jus lazy to get down to typing, since i accumulated so much stuff to type. So since i've overcome this obstacle, more entries will flow i suppose. So i'll update again soon, i hope.

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