.Back.
Here's a summary of wat had happened to me:

3 Nights of Mahjong in a row
Lack of Sleep
Outbreak
Reconciliation
Involvement in SAF Day Parade
Uncontrollable flow of perspiration
Stinky Beret
More outbreaks + Swollen Ear again
Demoralised & Worried
Swimming, BBQ, Bowling
Problematic contact lenses

.Coincidence.
I don't know why but i rarely succeed in asking my friends out. Most of é time, i jus wait for my friends to ask me out instd, since i know that i will always oblige, unless due to some unforeseen circumstances, for eg i hve other appointments that were made way before they asked me, or they are watching a movie that i feel i shldn't waste my money on, etc. I rarely turn down their offer (as far as i can remember).

But whenever i try to ask my friends out, my efforts are usually futile. It gets damn discouraging & i really wonder why at times. Is it plainly jus coincidental that they hve sth on or i'm jus plain unlucky? Last time i used to get very pissed off abt it, but nowadays, i jus leave it to fate. I don't deny that i really lack initiative in asking people out, but you really can't blame me for not doing so since every time i tried to ask, i really fail miserably.

Oh well, it's jus sth that i think abt now & again, though i don't really bother as much abt it as before. I guess it's bcauz i don't hve that many friends & i don't hve a girlfriend. I think i hafta learn to be independent, to do things on my own instd of always waiting for people to ask me out. In that way, i wait for no one & i depend on no one. I jus live my own life, doing things that i like. H/e, an obstacle stands before me, i hafta overcome my self-conscious character in order for me to achieve that. I vow to overcome it & change. I am determined.

.Pirate.
I really am one, no doubts abt that. But, if you wanna know wat's new & nice (personal preference) on é radio, jus visit my blog more often & you will get to hear it. Anyway here's a new one, Alternative i would call it. Quite hooked on tis genre recently.