AaaAaaAaRrrRrrGgggGggGHHhHhHhHh!!! So damn unlucky man. Supposedly only need 2 do 1 Guard Duty, but after some changes, i'm gonna do 2. WhAt � HeLL!!! What's worst is tht one of � Guard Duties lies on a Sunday, which i think is very meaningless & boring, an absolute waste of time. In addition, i'll be doing 1 of � Guard Duties alone, as in there's nobody else frm my platoon tht's doing wth me, so sad. Well, guess i'm jus unlucky, nothing much i can do abt it. H/e, on a brighter note, heard tht doing Guard Duty there is pretty slack, able 2 sleep most of � time as well as able 2 watch TV. But still i really hate doing Guard Duties cauz it's really boring & judging by � way we people do Guard Duty, i think it's really meaningless & rather they employ security guards 2 do � job instd.

Met quite a few frens after moving 2 � new area during these 2 days. It's like during lunch time, we wld head over 2 Nee Soon Camp for lunch, which is a pretty big campsite, wth many different units in there. (PS: My camp is not in � compounds of Nee Soon Camp, it's besides it) Tht's why i happen 2 see them. First i saw 2 of my ex-BMT-platoon-mates who are training to be a Service Medics. Secondly, saw one of my secondary school mates, Jiajun, whom i'm not very close to but knw who he is, who is trainin 2 be a Commando Combat Medic. He's finishing his course though, which means tht he'll be going back 2 Hendon Camp. Thirdly, saw Yiwei, one of my JC classmates, who is trainin 2 be a Combat Medic. Lastly, saw my God Bro, Shawn, who is training under Chemical Defence of � SAF. It's been a long time since i met up wth him & think he's doing pretty fine. Heard frm him tht he has nights off everyday & tht life there is pretty slack for now & boring as well, since he's doing � same things everyday. All of them have 2 stay in camp, which makes me feel real fortunate in some ways or another. Pity those medics as well cauz they hve 2 practise their injections either on their buddies arms or their own arms.

Feeling very fat recently, though i've cut down on my consumption of food. It's like there's this lump of fats around my stomach, which makes me feel really plump & fatty. I knw i need 2 put on weight, but i feel tht i'm doing tht in � wrong way. Really wanna go for a swim & sun tan as well, but can't really find � time 2 do so or shld i say tht i'm jus lazy. But recently, i've been feeling really lethargic after "work", not wanting 2 do anything but go home & rest. Mayb cauz i've 2 stand � whole day, wth lesser break times as compared 2 whn i was at OETI. Nevertheless, i get 2 go home much earlier nowadays, it's like i reach home at 1830, making my nights seem longer wth more time 2 spare. So i'll try not 2 complain too much, hehez.

8:41 PM
Tuesday, July 29, 2003

There are really loads 2 learn, after spending 4 days at 6 DSMB, which is � name of my camp. One weapon already has millions of parts, which i may hve 2 remember. And tht is only one wpn out of � 14 wpns tht i need 2 learn. Besides tht, i even hve 2 strip � wpn entirely, into it's detail components, frm a large main spring to a tiny little spring. Was really depressed during one of � days, when i lost quite a few spare parts & also deformed or shld i say spoiled them unintentionally. Felt really down during tht day, felt like i'm a total failure at this area. Am really worried right now tht i'm not up 2 � job of repairing real wpns. Wat if i didn't repair a wpn properly & it causes � death of a soldier while he is using tht wpn? I'll be charged & my future will end jus like tht, a snap of � fingers. Sometimes, NS is really scary cauz some small errors u commit may result in severe punishments which may affect ur future. Tht is wat worries me. Trying to absorb everything tht is being taught 2 me right now, though it's pretty difficult to. Trying to avoid commiting mistakes, so as 2 ensure tht my 2 1/2 yrs in NS wld be smooth sailing. Really don't wish 2 test � system here.

Really miss my days spent @ � previous camp cauz i get 2 rest during lunch time, making me less tired after a day's work. Currently, i don't even get 2 take a nap during my break & lunch times, due 2 � lack of place for me 2 do so or shld i say lack of cooling place for me 2 do so? After moving 2 tis new place, we don't hve a proper changing room as well as a proper classroom like wat we used 2 hve @ � previous camp. So everyday after "work", i wld feel pretty tired & don't feel like doing anything at all. � feeling of going back 2 camp is � most dreadful feeling of all time. It is similar 2 � feelings tht i experienced whn i'm booking in at Tekong during my BMT days, but it's a little better cauz at � end of � day i knw tht i'm able 2 go home. Sometimes i don't even feel like going back 2 camp, wld rather jus stay in bed 2 continue sleeping, but i knw i can't. So i hve 2 drag myself out of bed everyday & do � same thing over & over again, which is pretty boring. hAiz...

Treated my Bro 2 dinner & movie, since i didn't buy him any birthday present. Thought of treating him 2 some restaurant stuff, but he was lazy 2 go 2 somewhere far, so he chose hawker food instead. Watched Tomb Raider which wasn't really nice, though Angelina Jolie looks pretty cool in there. My advice for those who are planning 2 watch it: Save � money up & spend it on something else instd. Went out wth Lionel finally ever since i went out wth him like abt 1mth + ago. Am pretty happy abt it, though i didn't really talk alot tht day & we didn't do anything much. Wonder when will be � nxt time i'll be going out wth him again.

Unfortunately, Gavin wasn't there tht day cauz he was doing Guard Duty. Nxt wk i won't be able 2 meet him as well, since he's weekend will be burnt again. Hopefully � nxt time we go out, we can get � whole gang there & mayb spend � night over at Gavin's place, which we used 2 do so once in a while last time. But honestly speaking, we don't do alot of stuff at Gavin's place, like playing PS2, using his computer, & chit-chatting. It's like abt 2-3am, we'll conked out except for Gavin & Lionel who wld still be hogging onto � PS2. Sometimes, Wee Hwa wld go home since he's house is within walking distance frm Gavin's place & tht he wld rather slp on his own bed than on � floor of Gavin's place. Zongfu & Zongyao wld also do � same since there's nothing much there 2 do. As for me, there's nothing much for me 2 do there as well, but i jus like going 2 his place. Mayb becauz of � company tht i hve, being able 2 spend time wth them as well as 2 chat wth them, which makes it fun for me, though i end up conking out at abt 2-3am. Those were � days man. Well think i'll end here now, still need 2 go back 2 camp tomorrow. SiGnzZzZz, really really dread going back 2 camp, but i hve no choice. NS life sux big time man, so gals out there, count yourselves lucky tht u don't hve 2 go thru tis man.

9:52 PM
Sunday, July 27, 2003

Yup tht's right, no need 2 wake up at 0515hrs & reaching home at 1900hrs. Due 2 � short travelling distance, i can now wake up at 0545hrs & reach hom at abt 1835hrs. Isn't tht great? But being a lifeless person, don't think i'll be making full use of it right now, as in going out & stuff, since most of my frens are in camp. Will consider taking driving lessons after my course period is over which will be around Sept. This is to prevent me frm suffering an overload information in terms of driving as well as � things i hve 2 learn in NS. Besides, i'm in no rush so can take my own sweet time in tht sense. � new place is quite alright & are making full use of our time there right now, since we hve things to do as compared 2 when we were at � previous place. � only thing tht i miss wld be � air-con room tht we hve while we were at � old place, allowing us 2 relax during our breaks or take a nap during lunch time break. Need 2 run 4.8km tomorrow, which i think it's pretty tough on me since � longest distance i've run is X-country, which i don't really remember wat � distance is. In addition, their runs are in � morning which means tht u can get pretty restless or tired as u work thru � afternoon. Oh well, we'll see how it goes.

Decided 2 take � Crumbler Bag off my list of things tht i wld like 2 buy, cauz i think tht bag is pretty common & really too expensive. Don't think it's worth � money 2 buy a bag tht can't really put many stuff. Finally bought Zongyao's present after like 1 mth or so. Bought him an earphone since he was searching for one while we were out � other day. Am into � 3rd book of Harry Potter, must say tht reading � 1st 2 is pretty exciting cauz it reminds u of � scenes frm � movie. Am considering whether i shld buy � 5th book after reading � 1st 4. Oh forgot 2 tell u peeps abt something tht happened 2 my class yesterday. There was this fellow who was unhappy abt being made fun of in class. So to take revenge, he added some laxatives 2 their water bottles during our break when nobody was around. To make it less obvious, he applied a layer of soap on � rim of � water bottle, so as 2 make them think tht they were drinking soap water by accident, to make them less suspicious in other words. H/e, they found out abt it but didn't knw who did it & kinda complained 2 one of our officers. � officer then make a big fuss out of it, resulting in � higher ranking people 2 knw abt it. � officer-in-command for my wing came 2 our class & asked � culprit to own up, which tht guy did in � end.

To me, i think it's really childish & mean 2 do such a thing. I mean if u r unhappy, u can jus tell them straight in their faces or complain 2 � officers, letting them knw abt � situation. There's certainly no need to harm them in such a way. � officer who created a big fuss out of it, shldn't hve told those higher ranking officers abt it as well. Jus keep it within our class & settle it ourselves, cauz it mayb done out of fun w/o any evil intentions. Hence, if � high ranking officers decided 2 charge tht guy as a result of his playfulness, tht guy's future mayb ruined. Think tht sometimes we shldn't provoke others for no reason, cauz u will never knw when u hve hit their limits & wat they may do in return. � mouth can be pretty vicious thing when u let it loose, allowing it 2 criticise or make fun of others continuously, w/o thinking abt how � other party feels. I've also realised tht u really can't mess wth � Army cauz sometimes a little mistake tht u make, can really land u in deep shit as a result. Jus follow � instructions & rules & regulations, and ur 2 1/2 yrs of NS life wld be smooth sailing. Gotta go now, NiGht!!

10:52 PM
Wednesday, July 23, 2003

Took a ride in Gavin's parents' car, wth him as � driver. Was online, surfing � web & stuff when suddenly my hp rang. Felt strange cauz not many pple wld call me on a Sunday afternoon. Took a look & saw Baoting calling me, which was really surprising, since i don't see any reason for her calling. Then she asked me whether i wld like 2 take a ride wth Gavin driving which i gladly obliged. Must say tht i really envy Gavin & Baoting man, 1stly cauz they got their driving license, 2ndly cauz their families do hve cars which they can drive, 3rdly tht they're a loving couple, haha. Quite exciting 2 ride on a car driven by ur fren, wth no parents around, blasting � hi-fi. Must say tht i'm quite impressed wth Gavin's skills, mayb cauz i hvn't got my license yet, hahaz. But really hve 2 apologise for suggesting a pretty boring location 2 go to & to be a light bulb again. Thanks Gavin for driving me ard, though u said tht there wasn't anybody else tht u can call out to, hahaz. Jus kidding, won't take it 2 heart larhz. Oh Shockin, if u're readin tis, when is ur turn arhz? Since u hve a family car right, mayb u can drive us ard during our nxt gathering? Hehez.

Not feeling too well recently due 2 � flu tht i caught on Fri, as well as � cough tht resulted. Besides tht, swallowed something sharp which was stucked at my throat, after eating Tempura Ice-Cream at Sakae Sushi. Had a hard time swallowing things cauz each time i did, it hurts a little, like a fish bone stucked at my throat. Getting much better now though. Watched 2 Fast 2 Furious on Sat, think it's not really a great show. Has no plot at all, but was pretty funny though. Observed tht recent shows seem 2 be nice on trailers, but after watching them, they are pretty disappointing.

NTU started their term 2day i think, which makes me feel tht time really flies. Really wonder at times whether i'm wasting my time while i'm serving NS. It's like i'm not studying nor am i doing something constructive at all. Tis kinda worries me a little, thinking whether i'll forget everything by � time i enter University & i may hve a hard time catching up as a result. Guess tis is wat most guys hve 2 go thru. Will be attached 2 a new unit for training at Nee Soon, which is much nearer. Have a feeling tht i'll become a lousy technician since i can't really get wat they are teaching at � moment. Sometimes � instructors jumped frm 1 topic 2 another, making it a little confusing & frustrating. Sometimes wat they teach are not really complete. One instructor don't even seem 2 be teaching at all, he's talking abt unrelated stuff most of � times. Really wonder how SAF plans 2 protect � country wth tis type of sub-standard training. I knw i shldn't be complaining since i don't like 2 be under rigid & strict training, but wat is to be taught needs 2 be taught properly & not done in any manner tht they want. Haiz, mayb i shldn't bother too much but jus absorb as much i can. Tht's it for now, CyAz peeps.

11:26 PM
Monday, July 21, 2003

Absoultely detest 2 types of pple right now. 1st one wld be selfish pple, esp some pple frm my class. Really can't tolerate these pple, always thinking for themselves & not for others. Take for eg while we are falling out, some of them changed pretty quickly while others are pretty slow, mayb due 2 � fact they volunteered themselves 2 do some stuff for our officers or 2 clear � workshop, classroom etc. Some of those tht changed quickly wld start 2 complain abt those tht are a little bit late, saying tht they are delaying their time, wasting their time, giving watever excuses they can think of. Why can't they be more patient & jus wait a little while, it's only jus a few minutes only & u are like criticising tht person in such a way tht he was late on purpose. Wat gives u � right 2 complain when u don't even volunteer yourself 2 help out at all? Another eg wld be whn we were being threatened 2 be confined for � weekends due 2 a few pple who came back late frm their tea breaks. Some pple wld start 2 say tht it's not their fault so why shld they be confined as well tht kinda thing. Mayb cauz i was frm a uniformed unit, which taught me "One for All, All for One", 2 do things together as a grp, tht's why i wasn't as defensive 2 voice out tht i wasn't at fault & hence only those tht were late shld be punished. But honestly, isn't � army supposed 2 be like tht? If it's so segregated & pple are only thinking for themselves, who wld want 2 come up & protect Singapore then?

� 2nd type wld be super kiasu pple, esp pple using � public transport. It's like i'm standing in � aisle, abt 2 alight & u can see me trying 2 make a little gesture 2 show tht i'll be alighting. Some pple wld still try 2 fight their way ahead of me even though � bus is already so crowded. It's like u can wait a little while right? Don't need 2 be so kiasu right? This "kiasuism" can be seen whenever it's during � peak period & pple are trying 2 board � trains or buses. Pple don't give way 2 alighting passengers & they try 2 squeeze onto � bus like nobody's business, not allowing others 2 board 1st tht kinda attitude. Haiz, really don't understand these pple, why they hve 2 behave like tht. It really reflects � bad side of Singaporeans man.

Hve 2 also add tht some pple frm my class take things for granted or shld i say unappreciative. It's like some pple are doing a favour for u & yet u are still demanding him 2 do this & tht, treating him like a maid like tht. Why can't u jus put it in a nicer way 2 ask? Boastful pple are also pple tht i can't tolerate. Hate those pple who try 2 show off in front of others, it's equivalent 2 putting down others. Unfortunately, some of these pple do exist in my class & i can't really do anything abt it. Really getting on my nerves at times man. SiGnZzZz........

10:02 PM
Wednesday, July 16, 2003

Have u ever like not met one of your close frens for at least one month, not cauz he's overseas or anything like tht? Well tht's wat i'm experiencing right now, which makes me kinda miss him. Yupz, it's a guy, which may seem a little gayish, but i hve 2 emphasize tht i'm no gay. I really do hope to meet up wth him soon. It's been such a long time since i've met him, like mayb 1 mth ++, really wonder how he has been. I know i can always SMS him 2 ask, h/e i lack � initiative to or shld i say tht i'm very stubborn? Stubborn cauz sometimes i prefer � other party to do � "keep-in-contact" thingy, since i presume their more busy than me. I knw it's a very bad assumption & it's all excuses.

Mayb u can say tht i'm mad at him, tht's why i don't wish 2 SMS him 2 ask, though i always tell him tht i understand his situation. I knw tht u hve 2 be understanding as a fren but sometimes it's difficult. Imagine only getting 2 meet him once a mth or mayb less than tht, how wld u feel? Right at � beginning i did call him everytime our gang is out, but i was always rejected. So after a while, i was so tired of being rejected tht i leave it up to him 2 do � initiative, to ask us out instead when he's free. But tht was pretty rare. Sometimes somethings might crop up & our plans are cancelled. I really do understand tht he has his difficulties 2 juggle wth his GF, his other grps of frens, his family etc... But it's pretty hard 2 say tht i'm not upset abt it, abt not being able 2 spend time with him.

Am i petty or too narrow minded in my thoughts or jus too demanding? Mayb.. You don't hve to see your fren or go out with him everyday in order to keep � friendship going on, i knw. But can u really not meet up with him at all & jus keep in contact thru phone or SMS? Mayb i'm not in his position, so i don't realise how tough it is to prioritise � limited time u hve, spending with different grps of people. Or mayb i'm jus a lousy fren tht is selfish & possessive?......

Was doing my homework jus now when i decided to stop & post an entry. Yup u heard it right, it's homework. Haven't completed it yet cauz i'm jus lazy cauz i hve 2 search � net for info, which i'm not very good at. Really think tht i'll be a lousy technician, since � teaching is pretty sub-standard down there & i'm a lousy learner cum lazy 2 read up on wat i've learnt.

Finished reading Harry Potter & � Philosopher's Stone, which i knw u peeps must be thinking: "You take so long to read such a simple book? Wat � hell is wrong with you?" Well i'm taking my time in reading it & i do hve 2 admit tht i'm a slow reader. "Work" or "School" has been pretty � same, doing more practical stuff right now, which kind of make time pass by pretty quickly. Will be going 2 Nee Soon Camp frm nxt week onwards, which is much nearer as compared 2 � current one. Hopefully i don't hve 2 wake up tht early then.

10:57 PM
Monday, July 14, 2003

Notice tht my "wanted" list is growing, with nothing on it cancelled yet? Well, don't think there'll be any cancellations anytime soon. SAF doesn't pay me enough money 2 buy all these stuff. Some of � items are "necessities" while others are luxury items. "Necessities", in � sense tht i do need them not for survival purposes but for luxury purposes? While i seem 2 be contradicting myself...Watever. Really hope tht a new computer will be coming my way soon, cauz my current one is quite outdated & super duper slow. Still waiting for my Bro's go ahead sign, since we'll be sharing � cost of � computer. � crumbler bag is 2 satisfy my desire for a new one. Saw my camp mate carrying one tht is supposedly used 2 put a lap-top & was really attracted by it. But it was really very expensive, $180. Don't think i'll buy � lap-top one unless i own a lap-top, rather buy a normal one, but it's still quite expensive. Well, shall look around 2 find something tht i really like before buying, like � Mambo one i own, which i'm really proud of cauz many people kinda told me tht it's very nice. Hehez, sorry, a lil arrogant there.

Time has been passing by pretty quickly, at least tht's wat i think. It's already mid-week now & half a year has gone, pretty fast isn't it? I consider myself a lifeless guy since all i do after being released frm camp is 2 go home, eat dinner, fold uniform & polish boots, read � newspaper, use � net & sleep. It's very routine & monotonous and i don't really like it. I mean i'm given a chance 2 stay out but i'm doing nothing at all? Was thinking of taking up driving lessons but it's quite impossible right now, given � inconvenient location of my camp. Not many friends 2 go out with either, since most of my friends are in camp & tht i don't really hve a large circle of frens. Guess tht's one bad thing when you are given a chance 2 stay out? Mayb it's applicable 2 me only.

Got to know my posting after my officers decided to tell us. Am being posted to Nee Soon Camp, which is � camp where i'll be having my attachment at. Good thing is tht it's not as far as compared to � current one i'm in & think tht i'll be able 2 stay out if i'm not wrong. Bad thing is tht i hve more weapons to learn to repair as compared to other people, though i don't really mind learning more. H/e, it's tentative 2 change since there aren't many Technicians over there who are ORD-ing, whom we will replace. Oh shit, forgot to fold my uniform, DAMN! Gotta go now, need 2 get some rest so tht i won't fall asleep in class. CiAoz peeps!

11:48 PM
Wednesday, July 09, 2003

Yup, it's my bro's 24th Birthday alright. Didn't buy him anything though cauz as i've mentioned before it's not like a practise 2 buy presents for my family members. But did ask him wat he wanted & told him tht i'll buy it for him, provided tht i'm able 2 afford it. Been spending quite alot recently, which makes me really guilty. Like today, had dinner at March� with my camp mates, which was pretty expensive. Ate their Soft Shell Crab, Rosti with Sourcream & Waffle with Caramel Banana & a scoop of Movenpick's Vanilla Brownie ice-cream. Went 2 HMV before dinner & cldn't quite decide whether 2 buy Michelle Branch's new album, Hotel Paper. Do like � songs in there but really didn't want 2 spend tht much money. Shall consider carefully man.

Headed home after dinner, while my camp mates went 2 Mambo 2 play pool. Am pretty tired now, so tired tht my eyes can't really open at � moment. Didn't do anything much 2day in camp except 2 learn 2 operate a crane, which was pretty fun. Still need 2 go back 2 camp tomorrow for only � a day, which i think is useless cauz we won't be doing much down there except for discussions, siAnz. An utter waste of time man. Oh forgot 2 tell u peeps tht actually, i didn't fail my technical project, � officer was like telling us tht my partner & i jus passed it. Am pretty shock but a little happy abt it cauz we didn't really hve time 2 do a good job, we basically jus do watever we cld & handed it up when � time was up. Oh well, guess my partner & i were jus lucky.

� William Sisters are in � finals again, am pretty happy abt it though i support only 1 of them. Really really wish tht Venus wld win tis time round, but read frm � newspaper tht she's suffering frm some injury & tis might be a disadvantage 2 her. Besides, her sister has always been � better one. Guess i can predict � results already, unless Venus really tries her best 2 grab � title frm her lil sis. Too bad i don't hve SCV, otherwise i wld be able 2 catch � match.

11:52 PM
Friday, July 04, 2003

Finally, some books 2 read. Bought a set of Harry Potter storybooks at Carrefour, at a much cheaper price as compared 2 buying them separately. While i was entering Carrefour, saw some stuff on Harry Potter & decided 2 hve a look. Realise tht they are selling � 1st 4 books of � series as a set, at a supposedly discounted rate. Went 2 check it out immediately, since i was really tempted 2 buy them during Time's 20% discount on all books, Border's 15% discount on all books with � word "Harry", if i'm not wrong, & Popular's discount on Harry Potter books. Couldn't find it initially, thought it was sold out. Checked again & was quite lucky 2 find 1 set. Mayb it was fated 4 me 2 find � last set, so decided 2 buy it finally after much consideration.

Been spending quite alot recently, travelling fees, food, � watches tht i bought for my Dad, Aunt and myself, � set of Harry Potter books, Jewel's & Tanya's New Album etc. Am trying 2 cut down on my expenses after seeing how my Mum was trying her best 2 save as much as possible. I sometimes get quite pissed with my Mum cauz she seems 2 be very particular when it comes 2 buying stuff or should i say, money. It's like even if it's like a few cents cheaper, she wld rather go 2 tht place 2 buy instead of buying it frm somewhere which is much convenient but a little more expensive. But now, i realise tht she was actually trying 2 save up for my University Education fees as well as other household expenses. It's like she spends money on other stuff rather than on herself. Feeling very bad now, looking at � way i spend money & always thinking tht my Mum was too calculative. Am pretty worried abt my University & lodging fees though, since most probably i'll be staying in hostel. Guess i might hve 2 work part time & study at � same time. Dunno whether i'm able 2 cope with such a life.

Think i failed my project 2day, since my partner & i weren't able 2 finish it & we didn't really do a good job. Was pretty upset & stressed cauz i dunno wat they'll do 2 u if u fail it. It kinda spoiled my day. Jus hope tht it won't be like this � next time. SiGnZzZ....Really tired right now since i didn't get 2 take a nap during break time 2day due 2 � rushing of our project. Need 2 get some rest before i start a new day tomorrow. SiAnz....Another broing day i guess......NS Life really sux man!!!

11:56 PM
Wednesday, July 02, 2003

Did practically nothing except for waiting in queue for my turn 2 come. 2 drill some holes in my workpiece. SAF really likes 2 test our patience or shld i say train patient soldiers. It's like there are 22 grps using only 2 drilling machines and guess wat, tomorrow's my dateline 2 hand in � workpiece but i'm not even halfway there yet. Really wonder whether there'll be any miracles happening tomorrow man. Let's not talk abt how � SAF mistreat us in terms of letting us use only 2 pathetic drilling machines, � speed at which � people in my class are drilling their workpieces, is pretty slow as well. They are like taking their own sweet time, resulting in those tht are in queue to be unable 2 do anything except 2 wait for their turn 2 come. SiGnz, jus hope tht they won't ask us back on Sunday jus for tis, cauz it's really unfair & unreasonable.

Today's SAF Day, which i thought wld be some special day where i wld be having half-day off or some special treatment given. Apparently, i was wrong & � only thing tht was given 2 us were 2 packet of peanuts + a packet drink. In addition, i had 2 wake up earlier cauz we need 2 report 20mins earlier for a totally not-needed parade, at least tht's wat i think. H/e, did benefit frm going early cauz with � hols over, more students are taking buses & as a result, my travelling time has extended. Hopefully, i'm able 2 take � same bus as Zongfu everyday, so tht there's somebody 2 talk 2 provided tht i can't sleep on � bus, hehe.

� bus tht i take passes by SA everyday, which makes me reminisce abt loads of stuff abt JC. Since it's � exams period now, it kinda reminded me of all � late nights i used 2 spent studying. Still remembered there was a period of time when sleep at abt 2-3am & waking up at abt 5 or 6am jus to study. Did take a nap in � afternoon though. Besides tht, used 2 listen 2 � radio all day long, calling thru at times 2 make a dedication on Jean's or Carrie's shows or 2 try my luck in winning prizes in � "Open Open Win" contest. I did tht as a form of relaxation, 2 get my mind off studies for a little while. It kinda became my hobby later on, though i kinda lost touch with it already ever since i'm in NS. Those were � days man....

9:20 PM
Tuesday, July 01, 2003







jonathan chen
7 Dec 1984
sagittarius
xps, sas, sajc
currently an undergrad in NTU




faye wong
suntanning
tennis, jogging
teh-c, pasta, noodles
colors




fake people
people who make use of me
to get rejected everytime




I Hate This Part Right Here
Pussycat Dolls

Video Code provided by MusicRemedy.Com




i wished that time wouldn't go by so quickly
i wished that i could turn back time
i wished i had a car
i wished i had a best friend








Bryan
Fabian
Henry
Huiting
Jansen
Matthew
Neil
Shiyao
Shuqin
Terence
Victoria
Vijay
Weixiong
Yuande




maker : obi64
images created with adobe photoshop CS
also with the help of dreamweaver MX
image hoster: photobucket
brushes : solenero73
colorfilter
various fonts: urbanfonts
pictures: a sunset...taken with a camera phone
Cursors by dorischu




January 2003
February 2003
March 2003
April 2003
May 2003
June 2003
July 2003
August 2003
September 2003
October 2003
November 2003
December 2003
January 2004
February 2004
March 2004
April 2004
May 2004
June 2004
July 2004
August 2004
September 2004
October 2004
November 2004
December 2004
January 2005
February 2005
March 2005
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
October 2006
December 2006
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
February 2008
April 2008
May 2008
August 2008

best viewed with Firefox