.depression.

project to be completed
lab report to be finished
tutorials to catch up with
modules where i don't understand what's going on
german oral to prepare for
exams in less than a month's time

tell me, how not to be stressed?
going for tutorials just to copy solutions
not understanding what's going on
this feeling totally sucks
seriously

my heart feels heavy by the day
the pressure is on
living in fear
even dreamt that i failed my exams
i'm about to break down

but you know what?
life still goes on
that sucks!

on a side note
it's been confirmed
i won't be able to have the experience of my life
the getaway which i was so lookin forward to
am still disappointed
though i got the news quite some time back
how sad is that?

oh well
sometimes things jus don't go your way
suck it up & live with it
that's all you can do

Shittyfied Life!

10:59 PM
Saturday, October 20, 2007







jonathan chen
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currently an undergrad in NTU




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