There seems to be so many things i wanna get, but i dunno whether i shld get them or not. It's not a must for me to get them, but they have been lingering in my mind for quite a while. I feel like getting a new pair of glasses, i happen to see a nice Adidas bag but the price is way overrated, i'm thinking whether i shld trade in my handphone when there's still value & i think i shld get one more pair of shoes since i've only got one that really belongs to me. As you can see, it's more of a want than a need, that's why i need to consider carefully. Too bad i wasn't born with a silver spoon, otherwise i wld have just splurge.

Though i have a driving license, i think i've already forgotten everything i've learnt. Looking at people at my age being able to drive a car or in fact owning one, makes me envy them. Actually i envy alot of people, people who are happily attached, people who can buy anything they like etc. But that doesn't mean i'm not happy with my life right now. I know i am much fortunate than alot of other people & i really do appreciate it, but everybody gets to rant/complain a little bit right?

I feel like i've lost something & i wonder whether i will be able to find it back. I know i shldn't think that i've lost it, but i can't help but feel that way. Maybe i am thinking too much, but it's hard not to from it's absence & alot of other factors. It's really exhausting to be thinking abt such stuff, especially since it's so close to the heart. I'm really tired....

8:55 PM

jonathan chen
7 Dec 1984
sagittarius
xps, sas, sajc
currently an undergrad in NTU

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people who make use of me
to get rejected everytime

i wished that time wouldn't go by so quickly
i wished that i could turn back time
i wished i had a car
i wished i had a best friend

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