.Him.He was supposed to be studying, but no matter how hard he tries to, he can't seem to be able to get into the mood. He's losing concentration & his mind seems to be drifting in a different direction. He wonders why his life is like that & he envies almost everybody around him but himself. He feels his life is miserable & longs for a change in fate. He's really tired of thinking abt all these stuff, but he can't prevent himself frm doing so. He's really unhappy, but nobody seems to notice. He asks himself, "Why am i the only one who feels this way? Why am i like that?".
He's really tired & weary from all these constant thoughts that bug him everyday. He's losing confidence & faith. He tries not to show his emotions but deep down inside, he feels torned & tremendously upset. Does anybody really know how he feels at all? Does anybody care? Why do people always take him for granted? Why do people always look for him only when they have no other options? Is he really that bad a person or such a lousy friend? Does he always have to feel so lonely & helpless?
2:01 AM
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
jonathan chen
7 Dec 1984
sagittarius
xps, sas, sajc
currently an undergrad in NTU
faye wong
suntanning
tennis, jogging
teh-c, pasta, noodles
colors
fake people
people who make use of me
to get rejected everytime
i wished that time wouldn't go by so quickly
i wished that i could turn back time
i wished i had a car
i wished i had a best friend
maker :
obi64
images created with adobe photoshop CS
also with the help of dreamweaver MX
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brushes : solenero73
colorfilter
various fonts:
urbanfonts
pictures: a sunset...taken with a camera phone
Cursors by
dorischu
