.Falling Apart.I'm at my wits' end. I've never felt so stupid before. I'm studying
Engineering but i'm beginning to hate
Physics more & more each day. I don't know how to do the tutorials & my exams are coming in one week's time. I've never felt such tremendous stress & pressure in my entire life. I'm torned & falling apart. I really dunno whether i can pull through this. I'm lagging behind by so much that i don't think i can even catch up. I've burst into tears so many times, pulling my hair in agony. I really had to blog this down, though i know i'm wasting my precious time away. I'm drowning, sinking deeper into the black hole. My energy & fighting spirit have all been sucked away. I'm as dead as a corpse.
1:51 AM
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
jonathan chen
7 Dec 1984
sagittarius
xps, sas, sajc
currently an undergrad in NTU
faye wong
suntanning
tennis, jogging
teh-c, pasta, noodles
colors
fake people
people who make use of me
to get rejected everytime
i wished that time wouldn't go by so quickly
i wished that i could turn back time
i wished i had a car
i wished i had a best friend
maker :
obi64
images created with adobe photoshop CS
also with the help of dreamweaver MX
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various fonts:
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pictures: a sunset...taken with a camera phone
Cursors by
dorischu
