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Hvn't been blogging for a while. Decided to change é music to a less sad tune. Need to move on & change, can't always be so upset abt everything ard me. Actually i'm been havin é quite "bo chap" attitude nowadays, which is very unlike me. I guess i don't wanna care abt so many things anymore, i'm tired & weary, jus like Frodo. I'm taking things easy...

Oh wells, i've been dreading to go to camp each day recently. It's not actually é ORD mood, but more of wat's happening in camp, all é unhappiness. Luckily, i got involved in some event held by my unit, which allows me to not go back to camp for abt a week. Nevertheless, time still passed by pretty quickly & i'm back to camp yesterday. é feeling was absolutely horrendous, that's how bad. There's actually something for me to look forward to actually, but i hope i don't regret é decision i made. It was a decision made out of desperation to get out of camp, to accompany a friend as well as my little passion for parades.

A thought that has been lingering in my mind these few days: To me, in order for something to be called successful, each & every role has an important part to play, irregardless of how small é role is. H/e, to officers in é Army, they only recognise é efforts of those who hve bigger roles to play. It's quite sad really to see é divide in é Army, where personnel (i'm talking abt regulars here) who aren't as highly educated as officers get treated like shit, even though they put in alot of effort in watever they are tasked to do (at least for minority of them). I suppose there's a lack of respect btwn those that are commissioned & those that aren't. I really feel for those that put in hell lotsa effort, but got no recognition, even though it's a simple "Thank You".

So, my conclusion, well don't expect any form of recognition in watever you do, some people jus don't knw how to appreciate.