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I've seen é doc, but it ain't really helpful. Root to é problem wasn't found, had to be referred to a specialist. Sounds serious, ain't it? Well, i guess to a certain extent. There's a possibility of it being serious, which i really hope not. I've been thru quite some health related problems & i really don't wanna go thru another one. I mean i'm exercising, watching wat i eat at times, but still problems arise.
Life is jus so unfair, isn't it so? I mean my Bro is like eating junk food everyday, slping less than enough, drinking soft drinks etc, but there's practically nothing wrong wth him. I'm not jealous & definitely ain't wishing anything wld happen to him (i'm not tht mean irregardless of how much i dislike him becauz of certain things he had done), jus feel weird, since all é bad genes are definitely passed to me. Sometimes i jus question whether i'm really part of é family, or jus adopted or jus picked up from somewhere. Nevertheless, life is still unfair, but i ain't gonna go on non-stop & complain abt it, cauz it is like that. I jus practically surrender to it.
H/e, there's a funny thing: I'm not as worried as i shld be, with regards to my newest health problem. I suppose it's becauz of wat i wish for during é times when i was really down. Maybe it's really coming true...
