Fair
Life can be very unfair at times. You may not get what you want all é time. You can work very hard for something, yet nothing comes out of it. Or maybe it didn't turn out é way you want it to be, that's why we always say it's unfair, when in fact the outcome is already more than what we deserve. I understand that i can't always have my way in life, but sometimes when you really try so hard, you just want a little something in return, that's all you ask for.

Maybe i'm calculative, or in fact, i am. I always feel that i sacrifice more than others. I put in effort, but i see no returns. This really makes me give up & want to be an insensitive & heartless person. But that's seriously not me. Contradictive? It is indeed.

What do i seriously want? Why do i keep asking for more? Why can i never be satisfied? These are questions that are on my mind for é past few days.

10:00 PM
Tuesday, February 01, 2005







jonathan chen
7 Dec 1984
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currently an undergrad in NTU




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