.Commoner Vs Celestial Beings.
A commoner got to knw some celestial beings by chance. He mingled wth them very often, enjoying each other's company, & soon became really close friends. As time went by, é commoner began to feel a little left out due to é fact that é celestial beings had to go back to heaven frequently to run some errands, & that é commoner can't join them since he is forbidden to enter é lands of heaven. é celestial beings spent quite alot of time together & tried to include é commoner in every aspect of wat they were doing. H/e, é commoner still felt that there was an invisible gap btwn them.

é commoner soon realise that actually there's alot of things going on btwn é celestial beings which he didn't knw. This meant that é celestial beings told each other alot of personal stuff which é commoner never get to knw, unless é celestial beings happen to mention them while they were wth é commoner. é commoner never really probed too much, since he felt that if é celestial beings wanted to tell him, they will tell him by themselves. é commoner did get pissed once in a while since he felt that é celestial beings didn't include him as part of é grp & whenever this happens, é commoner will distance himself away frm é celestial beings.

Soon after, after such incidents happen ever so often, é gap widened. é commoner felt that he didn't belong to é grp anymore. He tried to fit in, doing things which é celestial beings did. But there were restrictions & limitations as to how much é commoner cld do. Afterall he was jus a commoner, just someone insignificant, someone who will never be able to enjoy é pleasures of heaven like é celestial beings. He was really unhappy that things hafta turned out this way but it was inevitable. This gap btwn them will always exist no matter how much they tried to fit in to each others' lives.

é commoner decided to back out, going back to his way of life. He could foresee that it was a lonely path ahead, but it was also a path of independence since during that period of time, é commoner has relied too much on é company of é celestial beings. He decided to embark on this path because he felt that it wld be better for both parties. He was really tired of having conflicts ever so often because of his inferiority & sensitiveness, he was really tired of getting himself upset & blaming himself in é end for causing so much trouble for é celestial beings.

He also knew for a fact that é celestials beings were tired & unhappy as well frm such conflicts. He really didn't want them to feel that way anymore. For his & their own good, he decided to take on this path of a lone ranger's. He will feel lost & depressed, but he'll find his way out of it eventually. For his friends, he is willing to sacrifice. This may sound exaggerating, but it's true. He just wants to do wat he thinks it's best.

10:09 PM
Tuesday, February 22, 2005







jonathan chen
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