.Sacrifice.
Weixiong once asked me whether it was worth doing all tis for someone. "Do you think he'll appreciate it?", that was wat he asked me. I thought abt it for awhile, without giving an answer. Really didn't know wat made me stumble there. All i could think of was, "You mean you think of him that way?". Didn't really know whether he meant wat he asked me or he was jus joking around.

Today, i showed � petty side of me again. Yes i'm petty, but not as extreme as before. That's because i realised, actually it's not worth for me to be angry abt it, since it's like a minor thing. Previously, i would have thought of it as something sensitive & hurting, but since most of my pals don't think so, i think i should jus follow � trend. Oh, if you didn't know, i'm so sensitive that sometimes i tend to blow things up. I admit to it, but that's me. H/e, i guess there's no need for me to be like that anymore.

That's why i don't make a good friend. I'm never � best, jus a spare tyre when people can't seem to find anyone. That's how i feel honestly, but there's always a reason behind it, which i think has something to do with my character. As i've said, i'm not as extreme as before, so i may jus throw my tantrums for awhile & after that, it will be gone, i hope. I'm trying to become more non-chalant abt such things, to prevent myself suffering from hurt & pain, as well as not to think too much. Will that make me an insensitive person? I doubt so, since i will still harp on such things in my heart, but will not be shown on � outside.

Now, thinking back abt his question, i guess it's worth it. I've learnt to make sacrifices for people whom i think makes it worthwhile, without expecting anything in return. It kinda hurts when people don't seem to appreciate it but jus be glad that you've done a good deed. � things you do may seem to be insignificant to others, but as long as you think that you've made that sacrifice & it's worthwhile, it's all that matters. Be thankful if people made sacrifices for you, cause it shows that you are dear to them. Jus a simple thank you can really mean alot to � person whom made that sacrifice.