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Things at work doesn't seem to be going too well. Though i'm not directly involved in it, i feel for those that are affected by � current situation. Being me, i can't help but feel upset that things hafta be like that. Why must it be like that? Why are there so many changes? Why can't things remain � same?

Don't get me wrong, i don't detest changes, but if it's changing for the worst, what for? Mayb i'm too short-sighted to see how these changes are gonna be beneficial, but i definitely think that it's not rewarding in � short run. I mean look at what's happening. People are getting pissed off with each other, there's a hell lot of mess to be cleared up, people aren't wanting to stay in tis company any longer etc. Do you think it's beneficial at all?

Mayb i'm jus too emotional but i really get upset when i see close colleagues of mine getting frustrated, stressed, pissed, feeling lost, discouraged, feeling hopeless & wat have you. I really do feel for them since i don't think they deserve such treatments at all. I know life's unfair, but can't there be exceptional cases?

You peeps must be thinking why do i care so much, since it's only � army. But you hafta realise that you really do get to meet great people in army too as well. They are part & parcel of your life & may play a significant role. Besides these friends that are worth cherishing, i feel that as long as i'm given a certain task to do, i feel obliged to put effort in completing it. Tis is wat i call being responsible, taking pride in � things i do & doing it to � best of my ability. (There are exceptional cases too.)

That's why i always can't seem to understand why wld people wanna look for an easier way out or to find chances to not do anything at all & hope that time will pass them by quickly. I believe that there are things in life which you hafta workd hard for & it's really worth it. You may not get rewards, praises, benefits, acknowledgement etc, but it's � process that really counts. It's through � process that you learn stuff & gain experience.

Really hope that things will turn out for the better...