Exhausted
An extremely busy day at work, my 1st ever since i entered into RNI. There's really tonnes of paperwork 2 be done everytime a unit sends it's wpns 2 us or collects wpns frm us. It's like you hve 2 stamp this & tht, & ensure tht each & every single sheet of paper is properly signed tht kinda thing. I'm so experienced in stamping now, tht if i ever hafta look for part time jobs, i wld head 2 � Woodlands or Tuas Checkpoint 2 stamp passports. Honestly speaking, i think it's not worth 2 cut down tht many trees for this. Luckily, this system will be revamped & mostly likely, it will be paperless, implying everything will be computerised.

Nevertheless, it's a good experience in learning how 2 handle your customers when they come altogether at one time. Think i will need this kinda experience since i predict there might be a possibility tht there will be a day when i'll be all alone in RNI, wth no-one 2 help me. I guess tht day will come sooner or later, so might as well jus try 2 handle everything by myself 2 get myself prepared for � worst case scenario. It's all part of being independent, as wat i call it.

Besides being physically & mentally exhausted after a day's work, i'm emotionally drained as well. I really dunno wat's wrong at all but i felt tht i didn't deserve tht type of attitude. It's happens very frequently & i'm really tired of it. It makes me feel tht i'm always in � wrong though i felt tht i didn't commit any mistake at all. I mean if you hve anything tht you are unhappy abt, jus tell me straight in � face, don't need 2 give me tht type of attitude ya know? I mean as friends, we shld be honest wth each other & not try 2 act as if there's nothing wrong, but giving me tht type of attitude.

Mayb i've really done something wrong, but i didn't realise it & need 2 be enlightened. You can't expect me 2 knw wat's wrong all � time you know? I'm not a fortune teller or someone who's able 2 read ya mind all � time, tht's something you hafta know. This is not � 1st time & honestly, it seems like i'm always in � wrong for no reason, never you. I really feel drained. I jus feel like washing my hands of this, don't wanna bother abt it at all & if you want it tht way, fine wth me. I'm voicing out now cauz i really can't take it & i need 2 make my point here, otherwise you will take it for granted tht i'm always willing 2 give in 2 you.

I'm pissed, tht's definite cause i dunno wat's wrong with you & i don't deserve tht type of attitude from you for no reason. I did try 2 strike up a conversation, but your attitude jus turns me off. It's not � 1st time, it's a hell lot of times, so don't expect me 2 take � initiative again, cause i won't. Can't be bothered 2 think abt it right now cause i'm really tired, need 2 get some slp for tmr's CO Parade & Captain's Ball match.