Year End Mood
Got 2 get out of camp early today, at 3pm. Tis is in view of � parade tmr, giving us time 2 prepare our uniforms, SBO, berets etc, as well as 2 allow us 2 hve enough rest. Took an afternoon nap immediately, something tht i've been missing out ever since i'm in � army. Still remember my schooling days, where i wld take afternoon naps 2 rest myself, before heading back 2 study (at times only). It's truly something tht i enjoy, hehe. After my nap, polished my boots & bathed, before heading out 2 buy my dinner. Am watching Lord Of The Rings - The Fellowship Of The Rings (Extended Edition) which i downloaded it. Downloaded The Two Towers (Extended Edition) as well, needed 2 recap a little before watching Return Of The King, something tht i did for � Matrix Trilogy. Fantasy stories are something tht i like alot, it gives me tis mystical & magical feeling. Witches, Wizards, Knights, Elves, etc, they are jus so mysterious, something tht i can't find in � real world. Guess i'm a person who doesn't like 2 live in � real world.

� Year End Mood seems 2 be getting into me. Nowadays, i really don't feel like doing anything at all but 2 jus sit down & relax myself. H/e, army life nvr seems 2 stop but jus slowing down a little only. � workload is not tht great for now, which i'm thankful for. Imagine having 2 repair loads of weapons on X'mas & New Year's Eves. On � other hand, 2 avoid being arrowed 2 do fatigue work, i hve 2 look for things 2 do. Rather hve things 2 do than 2 be targetted by those ready-2-shoot arrows. Sometimes, army is jus so "wayang", where you hve 2 looks for things 2 do even though you don't hve anything to do, to show them tht you are doing something. Get wat i mean? It's quite fake & pretentious, isn't it? People may say tht i'm too stupid 2 work so hard for army, but i guess it's jus me, garang. To me, i'll slack when i'm supposed to, other than tht, i'll constantly find things 2 do 2 help pass time quickly as well as 2 avoid those arrows.

Mum's outta town, which means tht i'll hve 2 get up early 2 prepare my own breakfast, tht's if i'm hardworking enough. Luckily, she's out on a short trip & will be back on Mon evening, otherwise i'll hafta get up early. How i wish i cld join her on tis trip, if not for tis parade tht they're having. Speaking of parades, it seems like i can't get away frm them. Heard tht there'll be 2 important parades tht we'll hafta participate in, SAF Day Parade & National Day Parade. Though it's tough, tiring & my weekends may be burnt, it's also a good thing as well since it means tht i don't hafta stay in � workshop & work on weapons, no Guard Duties for tht period when i'm training for � parade & incentives 2 be given after � parades, which are something tht is quite difficult 2 get for my vocation. In addition 2 tht, time will pass by more quickly, since it takes up abt 1/4 of nxt year. Tis will make me realise tht actually 2 1/2 yrs is actually not tht long, which is an optimistic way of thinking, which won't make me feel more depressed each time i think abt how long more i'll hafta serve. Hopefully, i'll get 2 participate in these 2 events, though i won't put too much hope in it since nothing's been confirmed yet. Gotta go now, need 2 get up early for tmr's parade. CiAozZz!