Tempers are flaring
Hve no idea why but seems like everybody's in a hot tempered mood today. People flaring up at each other for no particular reason or for � slightest comments they make on each other. Even i was flaring up due 2 some comments tht i felt was absolutely unnecessary. Though i'm one of � few people who can tolerate a person wth such a character, doesn't mean tht i don't hve my limits. I knw you hve said tht before & tht i'm really not as good as you, but you don't hve 2 put me down like tht right? A piece of advice 2 � person wld be 2 watch your words, before it's too late. To you, wat you've said may not mean anything, but 2 others, it does.

Parade rehearsal was cancelled due 2 � rain, which means tht i don't hve 2 attend tmr's parade rehearsal since i hve Guard Duty. H/e, still hve 2 attend � full day rehearsal on Thurs, though i hve my rest till 10am. Sometimes i wld rather go for parade than stay in � workshop, honestly speaking.

Well, it seems like tht close camp-mate & i are gradually drifting apart. We don't seem 2 speak 2 each other as often. I feel quite guilty abt it since i sometimes do give him an ignorant reply or sth like tht. In addition 2 tht, he's always � one tht takes � initiative 2 speak 2 me & yet i gave him tht type of attitude. I hve 2 admit tht i'm more of a person who waits for sth 2 happen then 2 make sth happen. Mayb becauz of me not putting in effort 2 prevent it frm drifting further, resulting in our lack of communication wth each othr. To tell � truth, i jus feel it's not � same anymore, i can't talk 2 him � way i used 2. He now has his like new clique of frens tht kinda thing, which makes me feel tht he's unapproachable now. Guess i hafta be a little bit more initiative in order 2 prevent � drift. Oh well, we'll see how it goes then, mayb i'll let nature take it's own course.

11:28 PM
Tuesday, December 16, 2003







jonathan chen
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