Bear with me...
Tis is gonna be a very very long entry, at least tht's wat i predict at � moment. It'll all depend on how tired i am by � time i finish tis entry. Well it's all becauz of my laziness which resulted in tis lengthy entry.

The night before my Birthday......

Yeap, as you can see frm above tht it's a collage of photos tht i took tht night. My 1st ever grp of photos taken frm my new digi-cam as well as my 1st time uploading pictures on my blog. Jus feels like my blog has become alive all of a sudden. So exciting!!! I knw, you peeps must be thinking tht i'm mad 2 get all excited over uploading � pics & taking pics wth my digi-cam, but � feeling is really great, being able 2 upload pictures of your daily life for others to see. Anyway didn't really hve a great celebration or anything, jus had went out & hve dinner wth my clique of frens. Dinner was at Olio Dome, where � food took a long time to come & came in pretty small portions. Tis resulted in us heading 2 Long John's Silver at Cineleisure for supper later in � evening. After tht, we didn't really hve anything 2 do so we headed down 2 Gavin's place as someone suggested going there. H/e, � funny thing is tht we had nothing 2 do there as well, so we kinda like went there 2 take a look at Gavin's new computer afterwhich we headed home shortly. I knw i knw, it's super bo liaoz right? Well poor planning of events i guess.

I dunno why but i felt a little empty on my birthday. A little upset & disappointment as well. Felt quite lonely & not appreciated. Don't get me wrong, i don't mean 2 say tht � company � night before wasn't great, jus tht i'm a little bit more demanding & over sensitive abt certain stuff, i guess. Hve a feeling tht my birthdays 2 come will become lonelier & lonelier. Nevetheless, as long as i hve my clique of close friends, i guess nothing else matters. (Trying my best 2 think tht way, tht's � least i cld do 2 comfort myself.) Oh if you wanna see � individual pics, you can click here 2 view them.

On my Birthday......
Well didn't do anything much, jus went out for lunch buffet wth my Mum & Aunt at Swissotel Merchant Court as a form of celebration wth my family. � food there was pretty nice & � price was reasonable. Can't eat as much wat i cld when i was younger, mayb it's cauz i didn't hve any appetite. Guess it's � disappointed, empty, sad & lonely feeling tht was brought forward frm � day before. I tried 2 cheer up a little while i was out wth Mum & Aunt, but i cldn't. Felt pretty bad tht i had 2 let my mood affect them as well since when i talk 2 them i was in a pretty "bo chap" mood. It's like whenever they ask me anything, my answers wld be short or i wld jus say "anything" tht kinda thing. Went home 2 catch � Star Awards, which i must say tht � clothes � artistes were wearing were not really outstanding. They were in fact ugly as far as i'm concerned. Tears were welling up in my eyes after hearing Gurmit's acceptance speech, it was really touching. My condolences 2 him. Guess being an artiste is not tht easy afterall. Wat you see on � outside may not reflect wat � artiste is feeling inside. Sometimes they hve 2 put up a smiling face in front of � camera no matter how tough it is on � other side.

Work's slack
Hvn't been doing anything tedious or tiring at work, since there aren't any weapons 2 work on. H/e hve been arrowed 2 do sth for my OC as well as being pressurised 2 complete my 9 USMS-es. USMS-es are suggestions 2 be given 2 improve � welfare, quality or production of our Armament Company. For each working year, everybody has 2 give a total of 9 USMS-es, wth all � USMS-es being accepted, implying tht it's something tht can be done & tht they think it's effective. To me, i think it's a ridiculous no. of USMS-es 2 give since batches before us might hve thought abt � same things as us & tht certain things hve already been implemented. In short, it's a disadvantage for us since wat we hve thought abt might hve been implemented or hve been sent as a USMS of � peeps of previous batches. Confused? Well, difficult 2 put it in words so it's ok if you peeps don't understand. Jus wanna complain abt it 2 let it off my chest. Dunno whether i'll be able 2 give them 9 USMS-es & having them 2 accept all 9 of my ideas. If not, i'm dead meat i tell ya.

Shall end here now, don't wanna write an essay. Will try to update more frequently instd of posting long entries but it won't be tht frequent as in everyday cauz i don't wanna get sick of blogging. CyAz!