Lousy & Tired
Lousy becauz i don't think i was of much help 2 my seniors 2dy. There were a whole load of weapons tht were sent 2 my place for repair 2dy, but i felt tht i didn't do anything much at all. � seniors did most of � work, while we new birds jus stood by them & watch them do their stuff. Occasionally, we wld help them get � tools tht they needed, tht's abt it. Jus wondering how we are gonna take over them, when our skills are not up to their's yet. I knw i can't compare wth them since they've been there for a longer period than me, h/e i jus can't help thinking tht i'm jus too lousy. Sometimes i hve � feeling tht � seniors wld rather do it themselves than leave it 2 us 2 settle it. Oh well, guess i'll jus hve 2 buck up then. Feeling really tired right now since i've jus finished doing my Guard Duty (lack of sleep) & standing all day, helping out wth � loads of weapons. Gonna head 2 bed, niGhtzZz...
