More responsibilities
Feeling a little nervous right now, since it's my 1st time doing COS duties tomorrow. There'll be some big shots coming tomorrow as well, which makes me all � more nervous. Dunno whether i'll remember everything tht i'm supposed to do. Luckily, my fren offered 2 accompany me 2 try out tomorrow, since he'll be doing it on Tues. Hopefully, nothing goes wrong. Besides tis, am kinda worried abt whether i'll be able 2 perform my job as a technician well. I knw it's only in � beginning & i'm jus worrying too much, but still it's not an easy task i must say. I'm dealing wth sth tht can kill someone, if i don't perform my job well. Tis pressurises me alot & sometimes i really don't feel like dealing wth such things at all. NS sometimes puts too much pressure on us, it's like a little small thing can lead to a very big end result. Really don't like tis feeling at all.

Didn't go out tis whole weekend except for Fri night, which i had dinner wth my frens. Walked around town tht night, chit-chatting most of � time. Ate quite alot tht night as well, had Long John's Silver initially, which wasn't filling. Later on, ate another bowl of Beef Noodles to fill up � rest of � empty space in my stomach, hehe. My com's back 2 normal, jus tht 2 out of 4 of my speakers aren't working. Guess it's due 2 � lack of sound card 2 support it. � internet connection is still � same, not up to it's maximum speed. Another thing i'm glad abt is tht i won't need 2 d.l those mp3s tht i hve on old computer. Instd, i can use � Thumb Drive tht my Bro brought back 2 transfer � files. It is sth like an external drive, a mobile one. � only troublesome thing is tht i'll hve 2 move frm my parent's rm 2 my Bro's rm, to & fro since it can only store 64 MB worth of disk space. And since i hve over 400 mp3s, it'll take quite a few trips for me 2 completely transfer all my mp3s frm � old computer.

Oh forgot 2 mention tht i'll be entitled 2 one long weekend each mth, beginning frm tis mth. Tis is sth tht i've been longing for since i heard tht normally units will hve at least one long weekend per mth. While i was out tis afternoon, saw a few Tekong Recruits tht were abt 2 book in, i suppose. It reminded me of my BMT days, where i hve 2 get out of my house feeling depressed, carrying tht ugly field pack & wearing tht ugly jockey cap. Those days were days of mental torture for me man, esp � time whn i need 2 leave � house & whn i'm on � ferry. These were � times tht i hate � most, out of my entire BMT days. Those were � days.......