Lousy Organisation
Tht's wat i think of SAF. Firstly, why can't they hve an e-Mart per camp? Wldn't it be easier for us NS guys 2 buy stuff, during their working hrs, instd of making us go all � way 2 another camp. This is really very time-consuming since we may only buy a few things tht we need & becauz of tht, we hve 2 travel all � way 2 another camp jus 2 get them. Like for my case, i need 2 get a beret only & i hve 2 walk all � way into Nee Soon Camp 2 � e-Mart tht is located at � Combat Engineer side. It's really very troublesome since it's quite a long distance 2 travel by foot & tht � side gate tht allows me 2 walk a shorter distance 2 Nee Soon Camp, is usually closed except during lunch time.

This leads on to � 2nd thing, which i seriously don't understand why. � e-Mart only opens once a week & everytime it's open, there will be a super duper long queue. Why can't they jus open everyday, so tht we won't be forced 2 buy our things only on tht day & it will definitely help in spreading out � crowd. They don't hve 2 open � entire day though, can open for only half-day or sth like tht, which i can predict wld be much better.

� 3rd thing is � timings for reporting sick. In army, there's a certain timing for different grps of pple 2 report sick, unless it's an emergency case. So if you are there early, you'll hve 2 wait for � correct time before you can go see � MO. Isn't tht like restricting you frm seeing � MO? In addition 2 tht, � system is pretty inefficient in � sense tht � waiting time is simply too long. It takes abt 1-2 hrs odd for � entire process 2 end, frm taking your temperature b4 heading in2 � Medical Centre, all � way till you get your medicine. I guess it's even longer than going 2 � polyclinic. Guess sometimes SAF is pretty f***ed up afterall.

Will be doing Guard Duty tmr, xchanged wth tis guy who called � office tis afternoon 2 look for me. Being � kind guy, i did change wth him thinking tht i won't need 2 do � original duty on nxt Tues. H/e, my senior told me tht i shldn't hve changed it since i don't knw who � person was & if he doesn't turn up nxt Tues, i'll be � one who's gonna do � duty afterall. Which means tht i'm at � losing end. Wanted 2 try to call his camp's office 2 contact him, but � clerks were busy doing their stuff so didn't want 2 bother them. So now all i can do is 2 pray hard tht � person doesn't play me out. Otherwise, i wld be doing 3 Guard Duties for tis mth.

Oh yah, forgot 2 tell you peeps tht actually � Medical Centre isn't tht inefficient afterall. My NSC Medical Appt has been booked already, which i'm quite surprised, thought � processing time take some time. Really wanna go get � free medicine asap, cauz i really can't stand myself already. It's really getting frm bad 2 worst. Hopefully, i'm able 2 get a little bit better b4 my Interact Gathering on Sun comes. I knw it sounds like i'm too self-conscious, but i really think wth my current condition i rather hide at home man. Sometimes, when frens of mine start complaining abt their pimples in front of me, which is nothing as compared 2 mine, i get rather paranoid & irritated by it though i keep telling them tht i'm immuned 2 such comments. But still i'm a human afterall & all humans hve feelings, ya knw. I mean it's like trying 2 say tht they hate pimples & they rather not knw any peeps who hve pimples or shld i say discriminate agst pple who hve serious acne problems. At least tht's wat i think or mayb i've jus read too much in2 � meaning behind tht. But becauz of tht, i feel so demoralized at times tht i don't even feel like going out wth them, since i'm � ugly one in there. Haiz......guess i'm jus borned like tht, wth all � bad traits & features, can't blame anyone abt it except myself i guess. Dunno why i'm getting teary all of a sudden, guess i jus hate being myself.