Afraid & Pressurised
My MC ends 2dy & will be heading back 2 camp tmr. Still thinking abt how i'm gonna do it since my ankle is being bandaged up. I knw camps don't usually allow slippers 2 be worn in2 camp, sandals are still acceptable. H/e, i don't hve any sandals & i don't really dare 2 wear those pair of slippers 2 camp. Thinking of either borrowing it frm my Bro's fren or my campmate. Quite at a loss as 2 wat to do, since i don't wanna break any rules or get scolded for tis type of minor thing.

Am feeling pressurised right now for no particular reason. I really dunno why i feel like tht, but it's been like tht after i was woken up by a phone call earlier on. � clerk frm my camp called up wanting 2 tell me tht i'll be doing Guard Duty tmr, since some of my campmates are being attached out of camp, which means tht we'll hve 2 help them do their Guard Duties. But i told him tht i can't do it since my ankle hasn't fully recovered & � bandage has 2 be on till tmr. So tht was settled & my Guard Duty will still be on Wed + some additional ones nxt wk i presume. Then he also told me tht i had 2 endorse my MC by the Medical Officer in Nee Soon Camp, since it was more than 3 days. He told me tht i wld hve 2 report sick in camp tmr in order 2 do it. So you peeps see, it's really troublesome 2 report sick at times. You'll hve 2 do tis & tht & if you don't you'll get in2 serious deep shit etc. Tht's why i try 2 keep a clean record by not reporting sick at all, unless i really hve to, like for tis time rd. But i nvr expected my 1st time reporting sick will cause so much trouble. SiGnZzz.....

Mayb it's partly becauz of tht, tht i'm feeling pressurised right now. I knw it sounds weird but i seriously hve no idea why i'm feeling like tht. Mayb it's becauz heading back 2 camp not knwing wat i've missed out, whether there'll be loads of stuff 2 do & whether reporting sick in camp again will make � officers think tht i'm faking my injury tht kinda thing etc, tht makes me feel tht way. I guess it's me worrying too much, but i'm like tht. I really don't like tis feeling but sometimes NS does really pressurise me alot. I guess i'm � only one who's feeling tis way. Really at a loss right now, somebody pls help me!!!!!