What a small small world......
� world seems so small when you find out tht some of your frens knw other frens of yours tht kinda thing. It's like after a little chat with him, you realise tht actually he knws someone whom you knw as well, which kinda link all of us together, creating some sort of like a neverending circle of frens. Or mayb we are related 2 each other in some ways of another, jus tht we don't realise it. Something like tht happened 2 me, making me think tht it's actually pretty coincidental & tht � world is not really tht big as wat i imagine it 2 be. Anyway talking abt frens, met one of my sec sch classmates on � bus as i was heading home yesterday. Really dunno why, but it seems like there's a high tendency for me 2 meet pple ever since i've been at 6 DSMB. Who knws, there might be even more pple tht i knw of whom are being located at � nearby camps, which i don't knw of. (Jus for your info, there are quite a few more camps down � road frm my camp. Mayb tht's why i frequently bump into pple tht i knw of.)

Nxt mth's Guard Duty timetable was out yesterday & am pretty satisfied wth it since i'll be doing it wth someone tht i'm familiar wth. Am wondering whether it's normal to do 2 Guard Duties per mth, since i heard frm my frens tht they only do 1 Guard Duty per mth. Mayb there's a smaller population here compared 2 other camps, hence hve no choice but 2 make us do more. My course is ending soon & i'm pretty apprehensive abt being posted here. Initially, it sounded so much better 2 be posted here then 2 be posted 2 a unit alone, but after tht i realise tht it wasn't as great as wat i'd imagine it 2 be. I hve a feeling tht life's gonna be tough there since i don't think we left a very good impression 2 � permanent staff there. There were alot of problems created ever since we were there, it's like we've disrupted � peace & quietness of � place, instd we've created havoc or hell. Due 2 � friction btwn us, i think they wld probably hate us for all � problems & xtra work tht they hve 2 do. But we are � innocent party i must say because it's not like we wld wnt such problems 2 arise. It's due 2 � new system tht they are trying out, which results in even more hiccups here & there such as breakdown in communication in terms instructions not being pass down properly & lack of instructors. We are � Guinea Pigs, so as 2 say, which proves � fact tht we are innocent & shld not be blamed. But there's nothing much we can do since we are still trainees, which means tht there's a high possibility of being pushed here & there. Really dislike being pushed here & there man, it makes us feel like we aren't human & we don't hve feelings.

In addition, was chatting with a course-mate who will be posted out, & realise tht actually it's not really tht gd 2 stay there due 2 � politics involved etc, since he's been there longer than i hve & hve seen much more. (Before � course started, he was already there doing nothing or wat we call "lobo-ing".) Guess there's politics everywhere. All these things kinda make me changed my mind abt leading a great & slack life there, though i've seen how slack it can actually be. Hopefully they won't mistreat us or arrow us 2 do all � things as a form of revenge, a form of making our lives difficult. Oops, digressing too much, hehez. SiGnZzZz.....

Feeling lethargic evrydy after "work" lately, even though i've had at least 6 hrs of sleep � day before. Wonder whether it's becauz of taking too much naps during breaks cauz sleeping too much can make you feel even more tired & restless instd of feeling refreshed & energised. Mayb it's time i don't nap too much. But napping did help me 2 eat less since i won't be heading for � canteen. Hve been cutting down on my consumption ever since my belly started 2 grow. It's really a sore 2 � eye & i'm really very determined 2 flatten it. Tomorrow will be another boring day.

Life is jus so sucky at times.