Was watching � Amazing Race jus now & am pretty disgusted by one of � detours tht they had 2 go thru. They had 2 eat live tiny octopuses, which were slimy & were still moving even after it was being cut into pieces. YuCkSsSsSs!!! Only � married gay team went for tis detour, � rest went for � other detour instead. Talking abt gay, was watching Ok! No Problem on Channel U, which was discussing on gay issues. Really applaud � gay guy who stood out, telling � public abt � problems tht gay faces & how other people look at gay people. Think it really takes alot of courage 2 stand out & speak on behalf of � gay community. Really think tht we shldn't discriminate them jus becauz they behave differently frm normal people. They are afterall human beings wth � ability 2 do � same things tht normal human beings are able 2 do, jus tht they like people of � same sex. H/e, i can't really accept transvestite though. Tht is quite an extreme case which kinda disgusts me, which i've seen alot of while i was working part time at Rocky Masters before i enlisted. Oh well, people choose � way they want 2 live their lives, hence � existence of different lifestyles.

Been feeling exhausted everyday after "work", it's like abt 9pm+, i wld doze off while watching TV. Wat i do at "work" isn't really tht rigorous, it's jus tht i hve 2 stand practically � whole day except for break times, which aren't really very long. Besides tht, it's pretty hot there & i pespire practically � whole day as well, making me feel sticky everyday after "work", which worsens my complexion as well. Acnes have been popping out & i'm really annoyed by it, making me dislike myself each day. It never seems 2 improve no matter how much attention i pay 2 it, though i hve 2 admit tht i didn't put in alot of effort. Going 2 � skin centre didn't really help & it's really expensive. Really at a lost as 2 wat 2 do man. Sometimes i feel so poisonous abt myself, like my blood is full of toxic which wld never be clean. HaiZzZzz.......