Ever seen how a cloud transforms frm one shape 2 another? Well, tht was wat i saw while i was doing guard duty on Tues. There were 2 shifts tht i had 2 do, 1st one was 8-10pm & � 2nd was 2-4am. � 2-4am one was � most boring one, since by tht time � area was really quiet & there wasn't much activity. Time was really passing by very very slowly. Each time i check my watch, only 20mins have passed by, though it feels as if 45mins have passed by instd. Really wonder whether time starts 2 slow down during tht period of time, in � early hrs of � day. H/e, it was tis period of time tht i saw � transformation of � clouds, tht is if my eyes didn't fail me tht night. It was pretty amazing seeing it changing constantly in2 different shapes & sizes. I knw it sounds a little childish or pathetic, but u seriously can't blame me, i had nothing 2 do. All i cld do was 2 stand there, holding my rifle & looking around � same area over & over again.

Nothing much 2 update abt my NS life, jus tht i'll be doing more practical stuff pretty soon as compared 2 attending computerised lessons, which can be very strenuous, tiring & boring. � feeling tht i had whn i'm in sch seems 2 be coming back 2 me, since going back 2 my camp seems like going 2 sch everyday. It's like � boring & restless feeling whn going 2 sch every morning, u knw like "So Sianz, lessons, lessons & more lessons. Why must i go thru tis everyday?". Not enough sleep, waking up early, sounds familiar right? Those are � days man....

Travelling fees are really killing me at � moment. Ever since going 2 tis camp for my course, i've been spending like $4+ per dy on my travelling fees. In addition, will be using NEL 2 get home, since it helps me 2 get home 30mins earlier, which also means a higher fare. Really hope tht they cld quickly issue us our NS E-Z Link card so tht i'm able 2 buy � concession passes, which can pretty much save me a little money. Having a sudden urge 2 read some books, esp Harry Potter & Lord Of The Rings. Feel like buying these storybooks one at a time, but am afraid tht i'll give up reading them halfway. It's quite costly 2 buy a book nowadays as well. Shall think carefully abt it. Gotta go now, still need 2 wake up early later, siAnz. TaTaz & gD NitEz.....