Was quite pissed initially wth my Bro yesterday cauz he brought his frens over for a Mahjong session, at e wrong time somemore. He does it very frequently last time, but it's different now. He only brings them over once in a while. When he brings his frens over, they will take over e whole room, which means tht i can't use e com since e com is in his room. But he doesn't do it very frequently nowadays, so shall not be tht mean, besides it was a Public Holiday Eve. Well sometimes i wish i had my own room or tht e com be put in some other parts of e house so tht i'll get to use e com even when his frens come over. But i thought over it & can't really seem to find another place to put it.

Anyway, cauz of e Mahjong session, i had 2 turn 2 bed early. I figure out there wasn't many things to do, no nice shows on TV, no com to watch, nor any nice VCDs to watch, so decided to turn in early. Think it was really a bad decision to turn in early, cauz i cldn't get to sleep. Thoughts were running through my mind, abt life ahead, abt my family, abt my friends etc. Really did make me think alot, till i kinda have tears in my mind. Shan't go into e details. In addition to tht, i've been heading 2 e toilet very frequently as well. Think i have a bladder problem or something, kinda worried actually speaking. As i thought too much abt stuff, i wasn't sleeping though it was 5am in e morning. I really cldn't slp at all. I hve a feeling tht my 1st day in NS will be like tht. Can imagine tht coming. Eventually, i was too tired & fell asleep till like abt 11am yesterday for Brunch.

Didn't do anything much yesterday cauz i stayed at home e whole day. Didn't really feel like going out, becoming a home-person recently. Wanted 2 pass Lionel his Bday present since i wont be out nxt wk & he'll only be out for 1 dy. But he told me not to. I shld hve gone down though he insisted tht i shldn't. Due 2 my laziness & e rain, i decided 2 stay in eventually. ArGhzZzzzz....LAzY asshole....tht's what i m becoming. Ok need 2 go off cauz need 2 wake up early for a blood test in order for me to buy an Insurance Policy. Luckily it's a clinic nearby, otherwise i wld be very sianz. Think i shall give Carrie a call before i head 2 slp, normally do it once a week. Think it's become a habit of mine. AdiOsSsSs peeps....