Tomorrow - Avril Lavigne

And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Ya I try to believe you,
But I don't

When you say that it's gonna be,
It always turns out to be a different way,
I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...

I don't know how to feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day

It's always been up to you,
It's turning around,
It's up to me,
I'm gonna do what I have to do,
just do

Gimme a lil time,
Leave me alone a little while,
Maybe it's not too late,
not today, today, today, today, today...

I don't know how to feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
Is a different day

And I know I'm not ready,
Maybe tomorrow

And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Ya I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...

Tomorrow it may change

This song kinda describes my feelings recently. Think it's a lovely song. Jus hope tht each day will be a better day.

Quite freaked out with many things recently. 1st, it's e SARS thing. Quite scary to go out nowadays, u jus dont know whether some SARS victim may sneeze or cough at u accidentally. Went to Orchard on Sat & noticed e significant decrease in e no. of people. Suntec was really very quiet on Mon as well, but tht mayb becauz of e fact tht it was a week day. Well jus hope tht there will be a cure for it & tht this time of turmoil will pass by quickly. For now, i guess i'll try to stay at home yar?

2nd thing wld be e enlistment. Gavin shld be on his way or reporting 2 e centre already while i'm posting this. All e best 2 him & hopes he takes lotsa care of himself. The reason i'm freaked out i think mayb becauz e harsh trainings tht i had in my sec sch. I kind of have a phobia of it. It was torturous both physically and mentally. I guess i'm jus a weakling? But been telling myself tht since i'm able 2 pull thru those harsh trainings, i shld be able 2 do so for NS, though my bro said tht e feeling & training wld be totally different. Guess it's true, but still don't understand why he suddenly told me abt NS stuff e other night. Think he wants to get me mentally prepared. Jus hope for e best i guess? Hehez.