Suddenly feel tht i'm e lousiest son, fren, bro tht anybody could ever have man. Or mayb i'm just a JiNx or shld i say a bAstArd? Well, watever. Wasn't really a gd day for me yesterday, felt very bad & lousy. Bad cauz one of my frens indirectly said something which made me feel really really very bad abt. Lousy cauz i don't really knw how 2 like settle problems tht r happening btwn frens or bros. Seriously am very afraid 2 see pple quarrel or being angry wth each other, esp wth somebody within e clique. Jus frightens me out. Really wanna release e tension at times, but don't really knw how to, was afraid tht i may add oil 2 fire. Well jus hope everything turns out right.

Anyway, went out these few days 2 look for presents & everytime i'm prepared 2 go out, it rained. Quite difficult 2 buy present for friends. First u have 2 like think of wat u wanna buy for e person. Second u have 2 like consider e price of e present & whether it's affordable or within e budget of ur frens. Well, i try to buy things tht e person need & is practical. Find tht it's better tht way & easier, though e things they like or need mayb over e budget.

Was reading some blogs & it kinda made me envious of all those guys out there who have girlfriends. It's like there's somebody who's thinking of u all e time & loves u & misses u like crazy when u r not around. Well, i dunno how e feeling is, but i bet it must be real comforting & warm. = ) Well i will never experience tht, tht's for sure. Hehez. Well to those gals out there who has boyfriends in NS, jus bare with it yar? Try not to think too much. I knw i dont hve e right 2 say this cauz i don't knw how it's like. Well, kinda tired now, think i shall go 2 sleep now. AdiOs peeps!