.Knox.

.Everybody.

.the Freshies except for ahem....some old fella.

.the Seniors.

.Knox Rox.

Our first OG gathering out of NTU. I feel so old suddenly, like I can't really communicate with the new batch of K freshies. Oh well, it's another phase of life. Time to concentrate, have been losing focus for the past week. Slacking, sleeping and lazing around. Wake up! Wake up! Jonathan!

11:39 AM

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

.Wild Wild West.

This is what I had been busy with of late. All the months of preparation for this 5 days of camp. Hall XI's FOC 2008/2009. I've really learnt alot through the planning of this camp. It's really been a roller coaster ride, sometimes feeling high, sometimes feeling low. I've learnt alot about myself, as well as how to work with people with different working attitudes.

This can be considered as my last FOC and I definitely will treasure the experience which I have gained through it. I thank every single person which made this FOC possible, from the bottom of my heart. My sincere gratitude to each and every one who helped my committee and me out in one way or another.

My apologies to everyone for not being a good Vice Chair. The guilt will stay with me forever but I really tried my best to make up for those parts which I have failed. Nevertheless, I will learn and not repeat the same mistakes.

To the Knox freshies, Welcome to the K Family! I may have missed out on all the fun which you guys have had, but my heart will always belong to this beloved family which I grew up in. To you guys, I hope that the K Spirit has touched you in some ways or another, and that you will continue to pass the spirit on to the next batch of freshies. I hope you guys will bond together as an OG and allow each other to enjoy Hall Life as much as I did. K Forever!

.Gisele.

Time really flies. My baby niece is already 1 month old le. I still remembered she was borned premature and I was at the hospital, trying my best to have a glimpse of her but to no avail, since she was in the incubator and only the parents were allowed to visit her. Then, 1 month just slipped by and I finally got my chance to see her.

Ain't she cute? Her name is Gisele and the first time I saw her, I can't take my eyes of her at all. She is just ssssssoooooo tiny and cute. I really couldn't stop playing with her and kept taking pictures of her.

My first time carrying her. She was so tiny that I was afraid that I might crush her. But it felt so good to be carrying her.

My 2 Grandmothers and Gisele.

My Parents and their first Grand-daughter. It's been a long time since I've seen them smiled like that.

My Brother, a Happy Dad indeed. I really believe that having a child in the family will change a person. Congrats Bro!

My Dasao. A Happy Mother.

.My family.

I'm really happy for my Brother and I still can't believe I am an Uncle already. How time flies... Sometimes, I really wish that time can come to a standstill....

11:37 PM

Thursday, August 07, 2008

.please.

let everything be ok

1:26 AM

Monday, May 05, 2008

.the Oscar goes to....

She brought me to my boiling point yesterday.
I cannot take it anymore.

She pissed me off, like totally.
Her temper is really like a rollercoaster,
Making a turn at the most unpredictable moment.
Her flaring up makes me feel bad all the time, though it may not be my fault.
She thinks she's right all the time.
She thinks she is the only one who has a temper.
She thinks she is the only one who is allowed to flare up.
She thinks she is the biggest when she flares up and
Everybody needs to give in to her.
She wants everybody to accomodate to her.
She has a heart of gold, but her temper and character just totally make her a sick person.
She's two faced.
She's really good with her acts.

I tried my best to be patient and take it all in.
But it is really hard and
I really can't take it anymore.
I really HATE her sometimes.
The only reason why I am giving her respect,
Is for all the things she has done for the family.
Her care and concern.
But the way she presented her care and concern,
Is really very wrong.
It pisses people off instead of making people appreciate it.
If I had a choice,
I would rather stay away from home,
Then face her at all.

And the worst thing of all
Is the mask when she puts on
In front of other people
It really disgusts me.
How can a person be so fake?
Trying so hard to be such a nice person,
In front of others,
When in fact, she's a devil in disguise.

I really don't wish to HATE her that much,
But every now and then,
She's making my HATE Gauge of her increase.
For now, I will tolerate everything.
But don't blame me,
If one day,
I do
EXPLODE!

3:08 PM

Sunday, April 27, 2008

.lonely times.

Went to catch a movie by myself today. It wasn't that bad an experience as i thought it would be. Saw a few people catching the movie all by themselves as well, which made me feel better. Always thought that watching a movie all alone is quite a pathetic thing, but i guess i was stereotyping. Won't mind doing again and believe there would be many chances for me to do so.

In a blink of an eye, my IA is coming to an end soon, another 1 1/2 more months to go. Honestly, i haven't been doing much, but definitely did learn some stuff from work. I think i'm quite useless there and i'm really a useless person in fact. Though many people keep telling me that we are just interns, so it really is normal to have not much stuff to do, I just don't feel good about not doing anything. Don't think i will get a good grade for my IA since i think neither my supervisor nor professor has a good impression of me. I think getting employed back after graduation is just a dream which is not gonna take place in reality.

12:55 AM

Wednesday, April 23, 2008