Which care bear are you?


Friend Bear
You are everyone's ideal friend because you are sincere and genuinely kind. Sometimes you worry about your friends' problems so much, you forget about your own responsibilities, which can get you into trouble. For you, it's the little things that really count. You also happen to be the main driver of the Cloud Car. No speeding!

My 1st quiz tht i've taken & displayed so far. Actually it's quite interesting to take quizzes, it makes you understand yourself better, in some ways or another. But it's not always true as 2 wat it has 2 say, certain parts of it mayb true while other parts aren't. Will try to display those tht are more accurate. Oh mentioning abt Care Bears reminds me of it's cartoon tht i used 2 watch when i was young. It was a long time ago, if i remembered correctly. Wondered wat brought them back into demand tis time round. It's like they've become famous in � twink of an eye.

Feel tht one of my close camp-mates has changed, not exactly a 180 degrees change but jus not whom he used 2 be, at least tht's wat i think. We wld talk abt anything wth regards 2 work & life previously, but now, talking to him abt work is much difficult, esp after he has become one of our boss's well liked workers. It's like if i wnt 2 say anything abt my boss to him, i wld reconsider now since he's definitely much closer 2 our boss now as compared 2 last time. It's not tht i don't trust him, jus tht mayb sth may jus slipped off his mouth while he's joking ard wth our boss & everything's revealed tht kinda thing.

I knw he's close 2 our boss not becauz he's an apple polisher or boot licker, but becauz of his outstanding character & very sociable attitude. I can't blame him for tht, definitely, but i feel like i'm losing someone close 2 our boss, which makes me feel a little upset. Something happened on Sat tht affected me quite a bit & got me thinking. While on � bus tht day, i asked him whether he wanted 2 hve lunch together & he said he was fine wth tht. But after our non-filling buffet lunch at Farmart & was abt 2 leave, he told me tht he had 2 wait for our boss 2 accompany him 2 meet one of � guys frm our camp who's abt 2 ORD, for lunch. I felt a little disappointed at him not keeping 2 his little "promise" or shld i say verbal agreement abt us having lunch together. I knw i didn't like confirm wth him � details since it was a last min thing, but tht doesn't mean you forget abt it in a short span of like a few hrs right?

� thing is tht he's going out wth our boss, which makes me wonder whether � boss is a closer friend in such a short period of time or whether he's going jus becauz he's our boss? I don't think it's � latter, since as i've said he's not a person who sucks up to others.

I knw it's a very menial thing to others but to me, it shows alot abt yourself, abt how you treat your frens, how important a fren i am to you etc. If he's not a close fren, i wldn't hve bothered abt it, but becauz he is, tht's why. Mayb i'm jus too sensitive abt it or mayb, as usual, i read too much into it. Wonder why i can't be a little bit more insensitive at times, so tht i don't get too affected by � little actions or gestures which may or may not mean anything. I'm sharing same sentiments wth another camp-mate of mine abt him though, tht he's not � guy whom we like knew before. Mayb it's becauz of his friendship wth our boss which makes him different now, i dunno. Jus hope things will turn out better.....

11:34 PM
Sunday, December 14, 2003







jonathan chen
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